So, it’s Spring Break. You would think I’d be more emphatic about that, but that’s all I got. This has been such a trying time for me lately that I don’t know which way is up. All I’ve wanted to do is sleep. I haven’t quite accomplished that, though. However, something cool is happening as the week is taking shape. My wife told me that I should take some time and download my brain. A lot has been going on with all the transition and the church stuff and trying to graduate and I haven’t had much time to think. So her suggestion to me was to start to journal. Now, I’ve tried this before, and it never really went anywhere. But for whateve reason, this is really taking off! I am learning so much about myself. I guess I should have started this a long time ago. This has been so refreshing for me to write out what’s in my heart and mind. It’s quite different than songwriting. Writing in a journal is more like stream of consciousness for me. Some of my friends would say that stream of conscious for me could be bad and noncomprehensible.  Anyway…

I think I’m writing about this because God is showing me things about myself that have always been there but I’ve hidden from because I didn’t let it out. Writing makes me come face to face with my heart, my sin, my thoughts, everything! I have loved what I’ve learned about myself and how I relate to the people around me. I will keep you posted on what I find out about myself at the end of the week.  Right now, I’m gonna enjoy myself with some World Baseball Classic…